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4시간동안 운전, 그동안 갖은 수없는 잡념.

오랬만의 친구. 어색함은 none.

친구보다 더 오랬만인 Crown Royal.

ain't no party a K-party w/o crown royal.

대화. 설득. 고집. 깨닳음. 하지만 고집.

또 한번의 4시간 운전. 더 많은 잡념.

오랬만의 친구. 어색하지 않아야 하지만 어색.

그리고 또 하나의 친구. 말이 없는...친구...

또 crown royal.

벌써 원하면 쉽게 살 수 있게 되버린 나이.

대화. 이해. 상념. 결심. 결심뒤엔 고집.

모든걸 원점으로 돌리려는 의지.

하지만 완벽히 돌아 갈 수 없는 원점.

모두 제자리로...

8시간의 운전.

집.

휴식.

Everythings changed or is it?


유치하게 입에 달고 살던 말.

Thug till I die!

니체는 신이 죽었다 했고

나는 thug이 죽었다 한다.

내손으로 묻은 과거.

정리.

모두 끝!



이것이 마지막 포스팅. 어울리지 않는 기지배같은 블로그질 그만. 먼 훗날 누군가 기억하고 구경하기를 바라는 마음에 닫을 수 없는 문.


I'm all good. Life goes on. See you guys around.

...of the week?


...of the month?


...of the year?


...of forever?


I dunno. I hope this'll be the last one of the week. but who knows anything. I wish I've done more postings on my thoughts and beliefs and my life. but as Coolio said "wishing is for suckas." You notice how I always quote ol' school hip-hop or DEUX's lyrics? That's me, or was me. Music was an integeral part of my life and I almost always heard songs that I can relate to and never liked those lovy-dovy songs. those were just for the ladies, you know, to get the mood going.

Ever since I moved to Chicago back in 92, all by myself, I brought out the worst and the best in me. For that I am cursed and blessed at the same time. I became stronger, logical and a survivor; but in return, I have tendancy of not trusting anything or anyone and am overly cautious all the time. Some of you have pointed out that I always look around w/ purpose whenever I step outside or before I get into a car. I guess old habits die hard. lol

I had tendancy of experiencing things earlier, faster and harder than average ppl. In some aspects, I went through things that ppl 10 yrs older than me would have went through in their life span. In some aspects, I'm still a virgin or just lost my virginity. For those, I regret. I was too afraid and failed to realize, in the end, it's all the same.

I hate that movie "Life is beautiful." cuz it ain't. Life is fun if you choose but it ain't never pretty.

I had ton of fun.

you know why?

cuz I live my life a 1/4 mile at a time, beeeotch!



puhahahahaha!!!! I couldn't help it. Vin Diesel is a fucking tool. lolz


But in all seriousness, I lived my life to the fullest.....welll most of the times.

I did what needed to be done, what had to be done, what I wanted to do. I did'em all. I never second guessed my choices. I never had any regrets.....well, until recently. but hey, no one's perfect. Whatever I did, made me smarter and stronger.

After 20 years of being a super-religious person, I'm an atheist now and I make baby jebus cry. lol


"Don't make baby Jebus cry"



By nature, I'm a lover not a fighter. But even the lovers gotta fight sometimes. I like to believe that I'm a sex god, but hasn't been confirmed yet. lol. I love ladies. Especially those down to earth types who likes out door activities as much as city life. If they got good taste in alcohol beverages (i.e. dark beer) and music (no lovy-dovy pops) and have 짝쌍커풀...my heart is all yours. If you have a big ol' round ass that's a bonus (let's be honest. y'all like tall guys. big round ass is a physical trait just like height)


Shit. Time's almost up.

I do appreciate the good "yo mama" jokes. I love sarcasm. I believe it's like a grain of salt in life. I don't believe in taking life too seriously. cuz you know, I live life a 1/4 mile at a time beeeotch! puhahahaha. my bad. must....resist....making fun of vin diesel and the fast and the furious........god.......dang........

I love being logical, trying to control emotions, having a good discussion (not arguments). I think philosophy is the most interesting subject they can teach in college, minus all the essays.




Yup. so there you have it.

That's me

That's my life

....a quarter......mile..........at a.............time.........

:sigh:

Can't help myself. The more you think about it, the funnier it is.

puhahaha


tootle-loo......

퀴즈팜에 있는 성격퀴즈 죠낸 많이 풀어본 결고...



오 마이 갓뜨!





근데 생각해보니 다 얼추 맞는거 같다.





내가 이런 사람이었구나...



당신의 침실에서 어떤 사람인가?



You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.

Sex God 88%

A Slave To BDSM 68%

A Romantic 55%

Virgin 28%



SM의 노예기질이 저렇게 많다고? OTL 저건 정말 아니라고 봐.







고등학교때 당신은 어떤 사람이었나?



You scored as Prep/Jock/Cheerleader.

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader 69%

Punk/Rebel 63%

Ghetto gangsta 38%

Loner 38%

Stoner 19%

Drama nerd 19%

Geek 13%

Goth 6%

이게 가장 비슷한거 같음.









당신의 섹스는 어떤 타입?

You scored as Soft. You are nice and soft, you love everyone and everyone loves you, while you are fiery or too exciting, you are always pleasant.







맘에 드는걸. 정열적이지만 동시에 상대방에 대한 배려심이 많은 부드러운 타입이라... 원츄 -_-;;;;





나머지 한개는 당신은 어느 스테레오타입에 가장 맞는가?



결과는: 트렌디 / 프레피....











그래서 총 정리하면


유행에 민감하고 겉으론 사립학교 다니는 부유층 자녀풍(?)이지만 이면엔 반항아와 갱스터 그리고 혼자있는 걸 좋아하는 타입의 사람. 정열적이고 격한 섹스를 즐기는 도사(?)지만 파트너에 대한 배려가 넘치는 부드러운 사람.....

이거 뭐 이래? 완전 정신분열증이네....

근데 대략 너무 비슷해 ㅋㅋㅋ